Saturday, September 27, 2008

hye everyone..grrhhh..Kikie sepahkan barang ku!!haihh..kikie..kikie..
btw guys..I'm not going to update my blog at least for 1 week..
so...i just wanna wish you all "SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"..sorry for everything tat i done wrong...I'm so sorry...i love you guys..n gonna mishh my blog so much!!take care n HAPPY HOLIDAY to all!! may GOD bless you!!

i will update with you after Raya..


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

olla...ollaaa.....hurmm...nothing much for today...
working as usual..
owhh tonite buka puasa at my grandpa house..
mesti balik lambat hari ni den tdo lambat!!


Monday, September 22, 2008

A Cute Love Story

He met her on a party. she was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home....suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; you have this hobby? He replied: "when i was a little boy, i was living near the sea, i like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time i have the salty coffee, i always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, i miss my hometown so much, i miss my parents who are still living there." While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched...That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.

A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of him. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life....And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her letter which said: "my dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie i said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually i wanted some sugar, but i said salt. It was hard for me to change so i just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but i was too afraid to do that, as i have promised not to lie lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, i afraid of nothing so i tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But i have had the salty coffee for my whole life. Since i knew you, i never feel sorry for anything i do for you....Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If i can live for the second time, i still want to know you and have you for my whole life. Even though i have to drink the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. she replied.

  • Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON!!
  • Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
  • find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
  • who calls you back when you hang up of him
  • who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
  • wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
  • who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
  • who holds your hand in front of his friends.
  • wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you an how lucky he is to have you.
  • wait for the one who turns to his friends and say, "that's her.

  • xoxo
Miss Him

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I'm in toilet rite now...hihi..doing some investment..
haihh..wat a boring day...taktau nak wat pe eh??...
tonite maybe lepak with nadia kot...not sure yet...
n im not hoping pun...just wait n see..

last friday my Uitm friends came..(Nia, Ikim, K lah, Dina)
i tot just two of them je yg datang...(Nia n Ikim) tgk2 lagi 2 org tu pn ade..hihi den hang out till morning..(we went to Dolphin)
lots of gossipss we shared on that night...i miss them so much!!

then on Saturday...we went to Bukit Bintang den to Pavilion for buka puasa..
damn pack!!! no sit for us..!! meet my sister, ery n my brother...pastu malam g Hartamas for shish with my girlfriendsss...

  • xoxo

Thursday, September 18, 2008 a wild world..lalaalal~

hihi...sorry..i've been busy lately..
tak sempat nak update blog..
tadi pun g NSTP ambik kuih raya with Olynn den g cari plastic nak pack kuih raya..
tapi smpai skrg tak jumpa2 lagi..
jap g nak kena pack pulak..hhiihi

korang sume tau tak?
Learning how to make sincere apology is an art and science
of living even though it's not always easy to do..betul tak?

saying "sorry" is part of life and whether we are aware or not,
we use the remark daily and in some cases almost every hour.
some of us have no problem saying "I'm sorry" when we accidentally bump into someone at work, home or even when we are driving..(kengkadang tu langgar meja pn nak say sorry)..

such expression are also uttered in an argument, for turning up late for an appointment, breaking something unintentionally, and the list can go on and on.

In fact, such types of situation are so common to us that the ensuing apology has become an automatic response with natural timing. we're only a human and everybody makes mistakes at some point of time in our life and it is noble to say sorry..

The magic word sorry is FREE and the moment the word is expressed, your heart feels a lot lighter and it eases your tensed nerves...apologising doesn't mean the individual is guilty but the word is so powerful that it can heal the situation where he or she have offended tak pun hurt someone.

From small, i have been taught to say "I'm sorry" and admitting any wrongdoing on my part because it is regarded as a respectful gesture.

But for some people apologising can be the hardest thing to do because they think it's a sign of weakness and vulnerability. Misunderstanding and differences in opinions are bound to happen in our daily living as no two person are the same in any aspect.

A friend of mine she has not been talking with her brother for almost 3 years owing to petty argument they had and till today she walks with heavy heart and feels rotten when she talk abouts about her family.haihh...(kesian dorang) but what to do? takde sape nak say the "magic word tu"..

When an individual does not say sorry willingly, he or she will have to carry a heavy baggage of unhappiness, anxiety and fear in their life. this is cos the guilt feeling is so contagious that it can be harmful to the person's health and they will also feel tied down. Many people do not realise that when you admit you're wrong, you clean your past and get to sleep better. (its true u noe!!)

always remember that is it never too late to say sorry. The faster you utter the word the better the result would be!!

apologising means the individual is acting with integrity and being aware of how the person's behavior affects people for the good or bad. However, it is an individuals choice to avoid any conflict to face the music. If you are unable to do so verbally face to face, do it in writing or skrang kan ramai yg gune some receives an apology is up to them.

All we can do is extend healing and hope for renewal through our courage of being accountable, apologising, and not repeating the harmful behaviors.

REMEMBER there is not time that heals BUT it is what you do with the time to ease the situation.

im sorry darling..

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

signing ceremony
Parkesh,Sofiea,Olynn,Fuzy n Mahen

here..lastnite nye event...Majlis Berbuka Puasa dan Pelancaran Album at Izzi Restaurant, Bukit Bintang..the place was just nice and the food was great..semuanya berjalan dengan lancar..hehe..
here some picture...

Izzi Restaurant
Olynn n Fuzy
Sofie, Olynn n Fuzy
Kak Saida n Fuzy
Nana n Fuzy
During the event
sofiea, kak nadia rock n m at office rite now..using abang long PC..
giler tak de org langsung kat record nye tempat..
just me!! Sofiea cuti..Melvynn pun tak masuk lagi..Olynn sleeping..
n what am i suppose to do??? ade idea tak?
owwhh..sume org cam dah masukk..
sume bz memblogging...
hihi...nana ask me to help her add something kat die nye blog..
so, nak g tolong die jap..!!


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Hari yang memenatkan

Majlis berbuka puasa
my officemate

Olynn and Fuzy
my 1st time in Kebaya..

urm..yesterday is a long day for me n Olynn...
penat giler10x!!!! tahap dewa punye penat..hehehe..nak tau ape kitorang buat?okay...masuk office as usual..9 something like tat..den followed Syed, we went to Puchong..(design for backdrop) pastu balik office...

Lan datang (our sponsored) den test baju n everything..around 2 like that g power root kat perindustrian tago kat damansara..(ambik barang sponsor gak)lepas power root g Capital Studio (anta hard disk n ambik Cd) den went to L'Oreal kat Damansara Utama(ambik barang sponsor gak) den went back to Bangsar hantar Cd..haihhh...GILER!! dah la sesat!! susah giler nak cari jalan...dengan jamnye lagi...haihhh..sib baik tak puasa..if not mati la...sampai office balik around 7 camtu...den have to go to KLCC Convention Centre for Majlis Buka Puasa anjuran Astro..suppose Olynn kena ade kat sane kul 6 tp ktrg sampai sane around 8p.m. (kan darling?)kesian kitorang...sampai je sane nasib baik d food was great...hehe..makan bebnyk!!den after that baru balik rumah...Olynn send me home...Tq darling...

Kay..for today's agenda..hehe...kul 3 karang kena g Izzi Restaurant..pack goddie bags, pastu buat ape yang patut cos today Maestro ade buat Majlis berbuka puasa, launching AF6 Album Raya...pastu Signing Ceremony for AF3 (extant contract)

tu je kot...hopefully sume akan berjalan dengan lancar

Friday, September 12, 2008

if you wanna leave, take good care..

YaaYy!! sampai je office tadi dapat mooncake!!

someone buy for me..Thank You Olynn Dear...

i Love you..hehe.. (nanti i share ngan V tau)

grrhh..baru cam happy cos dapat mooncake tadi skrg i have to make up my mind and have to make decision secepat yang mungkin.. (ASAP!!)
OMG..should i leave him or should i not? what you guys think?
i can't imagine wat my life would be without him beside me..
cos his like my 2Nd biggest assets..i don't need money...i don't need anything..
i just want my family, my boyfriend n my beloved friendss...
but i have to let him go..don't ask me why..
i don't want him to suffer more longer..
i quick!! i quick from your game..i surrender myself..u will free soon dear..
go find and wait for her!! feel like crying..n yes now I'm crying..
haizz...stop crying!! hehe..I'm look stupid when i cry.. you don't have to worry bout me anymore.....i will handle it myself..

Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
and I'll always remember you like a child, dear

You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you sad, dear
Don't be a bad boy
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware


make up ur mind

Thursday, September 11, 2008

titibe je terfikir nak makan mooncake..

can someone buy for me?

i want lotus mooncake or chocolate strawberry fondue orr...haagen dazs mooncake..

yummy..yummy..~hehehee...pls can someone buy for me??...


Wednesday, September 10, 2008


Have you been thinking about the gifts men would love to have girls??
just ask your friends. they'll tell you that it is really difficult to come up with gift ideas for men. am i right guys? but it won't hurt to give something stylish..

When it come to gifts, men have their favorites too..tapi kalau nak bagi present for them
for sure you'd want something he would be eternally grateful for, something that would earn remarks like "oh great!" or "OMG! tq Darling! this is just the very thing i needed!!"

But men are not sentimental or man wish when it comes to gifts. as long as they can use it,
the gifts is perfect. But for all you know, men have their favorite gifts such as: ( based on survey)

  • a relaxing massage at the spa complete with a hot bath
  • superb home cooked meals
  • a ticket to the ballgames
  • video games
  • something he can show off
  • power tools
  • DIY kits

gifts like watches, pocket watch accessories, wallets, belt, zippo, and label makers are valued by men who loves gizmo's and fashionable knickknacks. As always, the gifts should be carefully selected to cater to personality and interests.

for me, gifts for your man will always vary according to his shifting interest. Give him what he needs to look and feel better and to keep himself occupied. He will loves everything you give him...Don't worry girlss..hehehe...(i always worry bout it!)


Happy Monthlysary


His mine!!
Yes!! i do love him!!!

Happy Monthlysary for Varren n Fairuz...
hehhe....he never called me last nite..
maybe die dah melupakannye atau terlupa atau ingat tapi buat2 lupa...
hehe..hopefully "terlupa"....

btw Darling V...
Thank you for your Love, Help and Caring
Thanks for doing what you did
You are kind beyond belief
Your help and caring calmed me down,
And gave me soothing relief.
Thank You

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

"Chit Chat Mate?"

My sony ericsson cellphone's beeping sound woke me up last night around 3 a.m.
Used to receiving important msg or my Boyfriend messages only,
I grabbed my cell and sleepily pushed the keys and read the message.
"Hi there! Care 2 b my chat mate?"

Not knowing who the sender was,
I deleted the message right away and placed the phonebeside me,
I tried to go back to sleep.
I had just closed my eyes when I heard the message tone again.
"Hi there, again! Care 2 b my chat mate?" again, the message said.

"Who the hell could this be asking for chat mate at the late hours of the night?" Giler!!
One thing for sure bukan from my Boyfriend..
Again, without bothering to reply I deleted the message.

until this morning...
the "chat mate person" still kacau me!!

haihhh...i can't reg my degree...
shit!! today is the last day....
but i still haven't fill the form..
lagipun kat Shah Alam takde course yg saye mahukan!!
im not taking full time taking PLK..(off campus)
cam mane ni???HELP MEE!!
i'm going to try it again!!
wish me luck guys!!

pray for my degree

Monday, September 08, 2008

Berbuka Puasa

hye guys...last n my boyfriend went for berbuka puasa together...owhh..with Fara n Ery too..
waiting for my Dear
Varren n me
me n my sister
Boyfriend n me again
fara n fuzy
after berbuka ingat nak watch movie...tapi tak jadi...then we lepak again at Asia Cafe with abey n gf, fara n ery, n my cousins.. hoping for pool..tapi damn slow..we have to wait leby kurang 1 hour like that...
so tak jadi main pool..we went back home n watch movie at home je..hehe...

Sunday Evening

hallo...hello..hehe..last Sunday Abbey, Marry, Varren n me went to Malacca..hanta Marry balik was fun actually....Abby yg drive Sayang new car..pastu buka puasa there..

the food was Fantastic!!Fresh giler seafood die..!! we ordered sotong goreng tepung, ikan 3 rasa, ketam masak merah, udang bakar n kerang bakar...nasi lemak n white rice..pluss our drinks for 5 person eat just for rm 100!!perghh!! best n cheep!! name tmpat tu Alai..(kalau tak silap la)

Varren and Me
Abbey, Fuzy n Varren
Abbey n Mary

we arrived kl around 11 something...den went to Varren mum's house with Abbey....

we just lepak there...

Friday, September 05, 2008

grrhh...outside raining..
n I'm cool...need someone to hug me n hold me...
haha..what the hell I'm talking about ni?
I'm blogging beside Him..
tp baby sleeping..
so...die tak sedar pun..nvm..
baby look cute with his sleeping face..
I love Him!!
ape yang nak di ceritakan ni?
i have no idea..
outside raining pastu kalau dpat cup of hot coffee best ni..hehe
owhh..okay..tat day Mr.I called me.. sweet..i like it.. bad i don't like u..sorry dear..
hehe..Every time he called me,
its remind me of my babyV time first2 dulu actually..
OMG..lovingnye...!! called me with me till late nite..
loving je by that time..(sweet talker la konon!)
sorry i won't masuk perangkap for the 3rd time..
2nd experience is enough!!too tired untk play game with guys!!
why must people change?
i want my babyV macam yg 2 years pass..
can you be like last time Darling?
owhh n also Mr.N....
i miss him so much!!
lame tak jumpakan..
he got gf now..
im happy for him..
good luck hunn!!
dun b notty!!
How bout Mr.K?
hehee..he keep asking me..
"when we gonna meet"..
haiyaa...entah la...
I'm not sure whether i wanna go out with him or not..
nanti2 lah kay..
maybe after raya...hahaha..
okay guys..
take care..
for aware with sweet talker
n for you appreciate someone in front you..especially ur SGF
both of you must appreciate each other!!
do love your bf n gf!!
cos i do love Him!!
Happy Weekend Everyone!!
Love my sweetheart

Thursday, September 04, 2008

4th Day Fasting

hahaha..dah hari ke 4 puase?
but im not even start lagi...
cam mane nak start puase ni??
tak larat lah...aduihhh..lazy mood la...~

today cam quit bz kak Su call all the artist
suruh dorang datang collect their payment cheque.. nye!!dapat duit!!banyak pulak tu!!
(dari pagi call dorng smpi skrg baru settle..)
td babyV text me..
die dah dapat his new car..Satria Neo..(silver color)
good for my least baby happy with his new car kan?

haih..bile nak balik ni?
Selamat Berbuka kepada yg Berpuasa...

love babyV

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

whuts the different?

Haiyaa..!!why everyone arguing bout me n my bf?
izit because he's Chinese n i'm Malay? come one guyss!!
what's the different between Malay boy n Chinese boy? We're Malaysian..
people always asked me dis "asal u ske Chinese eh?, ape yang dorang ade?"
even Chinese oso asked me the same question..haha.
nak tau ape yg gue jawab?
simple je..becaue "THE POWER OF L.O.V.E" n one more thing "fate"
betul tak?

owhh!! wait!! some of them tnye
"eh ur bf ade cheese tak?" siot do i noe kan?
btw..i love him because of of him..
not because of his Chinese or he got money or whatever it is okay!!

yAaayy!! nak dekat buka puase..
okay..Selamat Berbukaa kepada sesipe yg berpuasa..

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Welcome Back..

with my besties darling "Miss A'a"
me n him wish you Happy Merdeka
me n marry

hurm..dah agak lame tak memblogging...
since Friday if I'm not mistaken..

owhh..on Friday nite kan..
i had a big fight with Mr V..hahaha..stupid..i hate it!!
but den dah okay..n i like it!!so,
we're not going anywhere...just have a drink at dolphin je..

lets move on to next day..
Saturday...Yaaayyy...Happy Birthday Malaysia...dah 51 years old dah..nothing much on Saturday..sleep until 5p.m. den woke up g makan....malam g curve..tgk firework..after curve Asia cafe..went back home 5a.m. (pic kat atas)

next pls..hehe..
on have i told you guys bout kikie?how kikie? hhaha..she's Mr V new dog..comel..but i a bit scared cos she's black..popo called her not blacky tp me, baby n ruby bring kikie jenjalan..heehee..

On Monday pulak..owhh happy fasting sye tak berpuasa...hehe..bagun2 tdo baby called mcD..i ordered Mc chicken n baby ayam goreng..den we ate together..after tat went to T2 play dota with babyV, Fairuz,
Fairul,Ej n Apil..pas main dota bwk kikie walk..walk..

okay..okay..Tuesday story..
haihhh...nothing much jugak actually..hari2 yang membosankan..
menunggu waktu balik je..playing Olynn PSP..hehe..

Love Love