another chapters of me..

whats wrong have i done to deserved all this?
Dear God all mighty,please bring back my happiness..
i am so confused! don't know where to go..wondering around but no sense of direction..
with who i should share my feelings..
friends?? yes i do have friends..but r they really willing to hear it?
everyone busy with their own life's..works, studies, bf's, gf's n so on..
i need some fresh air. i need new environment, new friends, new me!!
i can't explain how i feel right now..only U know everything..i feel damn terrible!!
am i gonna be okay? am i gonna be alright? yes of course i will...hihi.. i have to face the reality. the fact and whatever it is..



terjaga dari mimpi ku
bayangan mu seakan di sisiku
mungkin kah ku masih dalam khayalan
bisakah jadi kenyataan?

tahukah kau ku disini
menyimpan sgala rasa di hati
mungkinkah kau akan mengerti
adainku luahkan semuanya

kau impian terindah
ingin ku jadikan ia nyata
dan kau ilhamkan cinta didalam hati ku
hanya la diri mu..

tahukah kau ku disini
menyimpan sgala rasa di hati..
mungkinkah kau akan mengerti
andaiku luahkan semuanya

ohhh kau impian terindah
ingin ku jadikan ia nyata
dan..kau...ilhamkan cinta
didalam hati ku
hanyalah diri mu...

tlah ku katakan semua
ku serahkan kepadanya

kau impian terindah
ingin ku jadikan ia nyata
dan kau ilhamkan cinta
didalam hatiku
hanyalah diri mu..


xoxo
listen to najwa songs

meet Ayui

wedding card

Tension!!

tq ayui for coming..

haihh..what is wrong with me today????
i feel lonely..sad and what so ever bad feelings!!

went to klcc meet Ayui...we talk about Fara's wedding...
OMG!! tinggal 15 hari je lagi!!! i don't believe it!!!my Fara is going to be Herry' wife..
Fara..Fara...hihi..lepas hanta ayui kat train, masuk klcc balik..jalan2..titibe rase cm lain giler...
jalan sorang2 dalam klcc..tengok orang holding hand, hugging each other,kissing,laughing,..grhhh!!miss all those memories so much...:-(

tot i wanna watch "bride wars"...tp tula...tak tau asal..malas nak q kot..:-P
who wanna watch with me?hihi..

xoxo
i don't care about you!!

fatty cat

Inkheart

My first movie since broke up...(me,Fatin n Abby)

sofia - joey

i am confused and lost lately..turning and turning
should i say hi or should i say good bye??
Bye, bye for good and forever if you chose to be holding still

Sofia could have not even imagined that she came to see someone like Joey exactly when she'd thought world would never smile at her again...

Right after meeting some one who had caused her all sort of pain ...
she was hopeless and helpless not because of that ended relationship but because of wasting her life with loving someone who was not qualified to be loved, and she had done anything to cheer herself up but nothing had worked.

She was searching on the net to find something, anything, readable,hang out with friends, vacation, anything tat can make her forget bout her passed, just to keep herself busy and to make she's forget her sorrow...

Then she was gifted to visit Joey, and that was a start of a new life...
She didn't know why but she could say that she felt like Joey are an old friend of her, some one that she have lost for a long time, oh dear, she didn't even know your name but she could feel something...

At first Sofia thought this feeling should have been something that her mind created to make me feel relaxed after such a pain that Sofia had been through, but just for one second Sofia thought she could give it a chance and try to know Joey (and now, she's so satisfied that she did tat.

Knowing Joey make her world get brighter day after day, and every morning Sofia woke up with a feeling inside, that she's so happy and grateful that she was gifted to a chance of living her life with Joey...

And now,She's don't care what will happen in the future and what it will be like, because all she's ever desired is right beside her, Sofia now can smile, laugh, cry and share all sort of feelings with Joey... Joey are some one Sofia can rely on, and, you know, the best part is that there is no need to fake anything, with Joey, Sofia just can be herself and that's all...

xoxo
fuzy blurry

How easy it would be for a man

Who's heart beats gently against his chest

How lovley would it be for a man

Who can catch his breath

For a man at ease has time to see

White lilys bloom

And willows catch the breeze

Loving to laugh and longing to see

Only if you could see

What I see

How easy it would be

Or not to be

BALIK KAMPUNG

Setelah sekian lama tidak membloging...hari ni titibe rase cm rajin nak tulis blog..
Ape2 pun SELAMAT TAHUN BARU CINA kepada sesiapa yang menyambutnya..

sibuk memetik cili padi

belajar cara mengambil buah rambutan..

belajar merokok..haha

Aliya, Auni dan Lokman

Pak lang

Sofia dan Dania

Dania dan Abah

cuti raya cina ini kami mengambil kesempatan untuk pulang ke kampung..haha..ye balik kampung!!!! (untuk mengedarkan kad jemputan kawin kakak ku) ianya agak membosankan memandangkan yg balik kampung tu hanya mama, abah dan saya..Lepas blaik kedah g Perak pulak..aduhhh!!!menyesal ikut dorang balik..hihi...

saturday nite with them..

Buang Masa Tidur ku!!!

This morning bagun awal den g hanta mama g office..
beli breakfast den balik rumah dengan semangat nak tdo balik...
Sambil dok makan karipap dan naik tangga..pastu sampai je depan pintu
i pun keluarkan kunci rumah..tgk2 salah bawa kunci...aduhhh!!!! s*&% betul!! ) camne leh salah kunci??? Terus letak blaik karipap dalam plastic (hilang selera) dah la tak bawa phone...
ape lagi i pun terus ke kereta den g cari public phone..owhh lagi satu benda i tak ingat num phone mama..hihi..called Fara tak di jawab, called kawan pun tak dijawab last2 called Ameer si penyelamat..dia pun dgn nada mamai die bitau num mama..hihi..thanks Ameer...
called mama den soh mama tunggu kat bwh..lepas ambik kunci balik rumah ZZzzzzzz....

oxox
fuzy

30 Hari Lagi

Tinggal 30 hari je lagi Fara n Herry nak kawin...
Cam mane ngan preparation? hurmm..so far so good kot..entah la..hihi..:)
ape yang aku rase? excited nak tgk mereka bersama? Happy sbb nak dapat abang ipar? sedih sebab fara dah nak kawin? haihh ntah la..macam2 dowhh..

semalam ikut mama,herry n fara g tgk pelamin n catering...hurmm..so fara cm dah tuka team ntuk family which is ktrg blh pakai color ijau or pink kan fara? tp ni pun cm tak sure sgt je...haha..pape pun all the best ntuk Fara n Herry...i love both of themm!!!!