STRESS

hehehe..not much for today..i went to work as usual..heavy rain for today..i fell like Zzzzzz...:)

ggrrhh..stress2x..i called my darling v just now..i can't believe tat he said "i tak de mood nakckp dgn u sekarang" OMG..y people change so fast? i hate changes!! my darling v acting like someone else..like i really don't know him..sometimes he can b very loving den suddenly acting like dragon..
not like last time..he always called me whenever i need him..he called me all the time....what is wrong with him now? i mean with our relationship now?? i am very confusing...is he still loving me or not?GOD..plsss help me..Maybe because of her i think..i hate her so damn much...(fairuz jagan ckp macam tu, its not good to hate someone!!)

far away far away
i wanna FAR FROM EVERYONE!!
From this world with cruel people
to start my new life in a new place
where the water is blue and the people are all new and nice
to another island, to another peace place
no more worries and no more tears
im tired of crying all days n nite for him
GOD please help me..
there's a boy next to me and he never will be anything
but always in my heart..
i will NEVER EVER forget about him..
cos he is my love, my EVERYTHING

once againt i wanna go far far away from this place..

P/S: I LOVE YOU

i better go to sleep or else...aku akan mengarut lagi..hehe..
dis is not mengarut actually..this is wat people called "luahan perasaan"
am i rite? haha

so good night everyone...
i love you darling v...muahhxx...
take care..

Celebrity Fitness

Olynn and Sofia

AF6 Members, ning baizura, Freddie Fernandez, and Press

bz doing all filing things

Maestro staff..

My first Event which is AF6 Workshop...

Surprise Birday Party

Varren and Fuzy

Sayang and Me
Yaaayyy!!!

Darling V, Fuzy Wuzzy, Abby Debby n Marry Demmy



Yaayyy!!!
darling buat surprise birthday party for me..
OMG...terharu..sob..sob..
we went to scarlet last night with my darling v, Abby n gf, wan, Joshua, Fairuz, Fatin n bf, mummy n uncle david..hehehe..

it is not like wat i aspect.. i tot my birthday will be like nothing..but at least something kan??
tq sayang...i really appreciate it..sayang gave me a nice birthday card, my little brother gave me an ipot, fairuz lak bagi big lolly pop, and wan ermm...ape tah..hehehe.and mummy v gave me angpau RM200..tq everyone..tq so muchhhh...

here some photos...

My 21st Birthday

Happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to Fuzy..
Happy birthday to me...

hey everyone..today is my 21st birthday..(080808)
nothing much for today..i wanna sleep early today..
my sister called me just now..
hahaha....n i dun have plan for tomorrow...

Minta maaf kerana tidak menjawab semua panggilan hari ini..
hehehe...i just waiting for my darling V to wish me...
but i noe it wont happen..zzZZZZ...nite everyone..

big girl don't cry..haha..

xoxo..
love you

My 1st Day Working

Evening guys..
hehe..dis morning i woke up at 6 in the morning..
grrr...damn lazy nak mandi...but i have tooo...

I'm so excited for today...but yet nervous too..
yaayy!! i drove my car to Astro to settle my id card..
den i straight went to maestro...

My first day is okay..
i like my new work place..
Everyone looks friendly..(hopefully there are really friendly)
hahaha...

xoxo
love you

Wish me Luck

hye..wish me luck for tomorrow..
I'm going to start my practical at Maestro Talent and Recording Company which is on behalf of Astro...

BROKEN HEART

How do i say good bye to someone that i love?
the good times that made us laugh..it's just so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
i hope that i can close my eyes and make a wish..and my wish will come true..
i just wanna be lonely, for this moment. I wanna rest in peace.
i don't need anyone!!
all i need is only HIM

xoxo
love you

Sayang Birthday Party

hehehe

me, ameer,epul,ejat and ery

us

May your wish come true...

Happy Birthday Sayang..
sorry no present for you...



xoxo
love you

Happy 2 years anniversary

Sayang...Happy 2 years anniversary too us..25 months n still going n going..
even though byk giler problem..haha..(just kidding) i love you so much..
muahhh..for eternity!!

hurm...when can i meet you again?
izit tomorrow? or the day after tomorrow?
grhhh..it makes me goin crazy!!DAMN i miss you like hell!!

ya..lately we had so much problem..
all because of "her" why should i tahan with this kind of situation?
whats is wrong with me?? "blue umbrella boy"
maybe they think that i am stupid..
"MAYBE!!" but hellooo!! i am not okay!!
i just wanna sit back and watch what you guys boleh buat belakang aku!!
"diam tak bererti marah atau bodoh" hehehe..
neway..i love still love my baby v..

see you when i see you darling..

I'm going to try to speak the words
that my heart wants you to know
i want you to see what you mean to me
and why i love you so...
nobody else can know my thoughts
and touch my soul like you do sayang
no one can melt my heart like you do
simply by holding my hand
with a loving glance or a tender kiss
you make my cares disappear
warm thoughts of you surround me
and always keep you near
i need nothing more from you than this
to know that you'll always be mine
and the promise of your love in my life
until the end of time..

p/s: i love you


Jengka, pahang

CORNER OF HIS HEART

IF there's a corner of his heart for me?
cos i will pack my bags
just to stay in the corner of his heart
Yes!!just to stay in the corner of his heart
there is room beneath his bed for me
here is a room beneath his bed just for me
i will leave my place just to sleep underneath his bed

can i have five minutes of his day?
just five minutes of his day..
i will leave this man just to occupy five minutes of his day
yes just to occupy five minutes of his day
just to sleep under neath your bed